I feel like sh*t. I want to disappear. I want to evaporate. Poof! I just want to be alone, wallowing eternally in my own misery. I love no one, and I need no one. I am a disgrace. I am a failure.
I can go on and on with all the negative things I can think up about myself, but there’s no point because I’m not worth it. I want to feel happy. Unfortunately, all I can feel is sadness. I deserve to be alone in my own Hell.