Before and Current Progress

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Sundays at the gym…eh.

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Oh, yeah! *My* heart rate monitor came in this weekend! 😀

Spent another Sunday at Portside, which I don’t enjoy as much as my regular, less crowded (with youngin’s) gym, but its been closed sundays since they changed their hours due to cutbacks. Fortunately, I stay focused, work hard and have great results. Yesterday also just sucked because I’m bloated and feeling so unmotivated at times (several yesterday alone WHILE working out), but, like I said, I got through and worked my ass off. It feels great being so sore today from a workout that was not as intense as I had planned for I had to step out of my comfort zone again and work side-by-side with the overly-crowded free weight section of the gym. Yay, me!!

Hmm

Even when I know I’m doing so awesomely & making all this progress, I still manage to have these “fat” days where I feel like I’m back where I started and have not gotten anywhere. It’s….unreal, this feeling & absolutely annoying because I could bedeviling so amazing in the morning but one little thing will trigger & I am this negative person who thinks “What’s the point?”. The difference between the “Me” then and now is that now I don’t give in to that voice. I keep on working hard, I keep on eating right. No more quitting or trying to starve myself. I know there’s been progress, despite the fact that I need reminders & part of the reason I’ve been taking more self-photos, and so I know not to be discourage and stop what I’m doing so well. Someday I’ll figure it out. I’m hoping to defeat it. That is one of my main goals.